To the boy who broke my heart…

Here is my first attempt at some poetry since leaving school! If felt so good to get some of the thoughts and emotions I’ve had over the last 8 months out in the open! I’m still healing myself and moving on but I’m positive now and that’s the main thing!

To the boy who broke my heart.

I hope one day you realise,

I hope one day you care.

About how much you broken my heart

Then just left the pieces there.

You played with my emotions,

You didn’t give a fuck.

As long as you were happy

I guess I was out of luck.

You told me that you loved me,

I was special, We were great.

You fed me lies, then cut all ties

And filled me up with hate.

You left me broken hearted,

You left me with regret.

About the times we spent together

And how I’d wished we’d never met.

All those nights spent crying,

Just wondering what I’d done.

What a waste of time that was,

You were out there having fun.

You tried to play the victim,

Convince me I’d done wrong.

We both know that is bullshit

When you’d cheated all along.

So as time goes by I realise,

I’m feeling more like me.

I won’t let you control me now

Karma’s a bitch, you’ll see!